I have to admit, this is no Xanga.
I’ve had trouble keeping up with everything in the blogging realm of things, mostly because I had fallen into a habit and a sort of online family with Xanga, and WordPress’ feel just isn’t the same. I find it more tedious to do basic things, like FINDING THE DAMNED FRONT PAGE OF MY BLOG and well, I don’t like it as much. That being said, I’m not willing to cough up 40 bucks (or however much it is) for Xanga 2.0.
Couple that with the fact that I was placed in a THREE PERSON office last month, I haven’t really had the opportunity to check up here much lately, not to mention that school and work have been really intense since September. I don’t even know where the time is going. I just wanted to mention that I’m sorry for having been bad with follow-up, especially to those that I DO know, around here.
Anyway, I’m depressed, but that’s nothing new and/or noteworthy. It’s kind of my status quo and I’ve learned to live with it, because nobody wants to hear about it (understandably) after a while.
My personal life is great, on a more positive note: my boyfriend is wonderful. Honestly, I don’t feel like I deserve him, but I’m not gonna question awesome things, if they should feel like hanging with me. Everything else is pretty much unmoving. I’m broke, out-of-shape, job-hunting, stuck in school never-land and artistically depleted/uninspired.
I’m kind of bad at life, but I’m worse at changing.
I’m thirty in just over a month… and I haven’t much to show for it.
But I only have myself to blame.
Anyway. YEAH I BET YOU MISSED MY NEGATIVE BULLSHIT RIGHT (ok, back to reality now)